Tuesday, June 28, 2011

to precipitate himself into the sea

By a rapid movement, which the gendarme's practiced eye had perceived, Dantès sprang forward to precipitate himself into the sea; but four vigorous arms seized him as his feet quitted the bottom of the boat. He fell back cursing with rage.
"Good!" said the gendarme, placing his knee on his chest; "believe soft-spoken gentlemen again! Harkye, my friend, I have disobeyed my first order, but I will not disobey the second; and if you move, I will blow your brains out." And he levelled his carbine at Dantès, who felt the muzzle against his temple.
For a moment the idea of struggling crossed his mind, and of so ending the unexpected evil that had overtaken him. But he bethought him of M. de Villefort's promise; and, besides, death in a boat from the hand of a gendarme seemed too terrible. He remained motionless, but gnashing his teeth and wringing his hands with fury.
At this moment the boat came to a landing with a violent shock. One of the sailors leaped on shore, a cord creaked as it ran through a pulley, and Dantès guessed they were at the end of the voyage, and that they were mooring the boat.
His guards, taking him by the arms and coat-collar, forced him to rise, and dragged him towards the steps that lead to the gate of the fortress, while the police officer carrying a musket with fixed bayonet followed behind.

hundred yards of him the black and frowning rock on which stands

"Unless you are blind, or have never been outside the harbor, you must know."
"I do not."
"Look round you then." Dantès rose and looked forward, when he saw rise within a hundred yards of him the black and frowning rock on which stands the Chateau d'If. This gloomy fortress, which has for more than three hundred years furnished food for so many wild legends, seemed to Dantès like a scaffold to a malefactor.
"The Chateau d'If?" cried he, "what are we going there for?" The gendarme smiled.
"I am not going there to be imprisoned," said Dantès; "it is only used for political prisoners. I have committed no crime. Are there any magistrates or judges at the Chateau d'If?"
"There are only," said the gendarme, "a governor, a garrison, turnkeys, and good thick walls. Come, come, do not look so astonished, or you will make me think you are laughing at me in return for my good nature." Dantès pressed the gendarme's hand as though he would crush it.
"You think, then," said he, "that I am taken to the Chateau d'If to be imprisoned there?"
"It is probable; but there is no occasion to squeeze so hard."
"Without any inquiry, without any formality?"
"All the formalities have been gone through; the inquiry is already made."
"And so, in spite of M. de Villefort's promises?"
"I do not know what M. de Villefort promised you," said the gendarme, "but I know we are taking you to the Chateau d'If. But what are you doing? Help, comrades, help!"

Monday, June 27, 2011

Nowadays the military profession is in abeyance and the magisterial robe

"Make yourself quite easy on that point," answered Villefort, with one of his sweetest smiles; "you and I will always consult upon our verdicts."
"My love," said the marquise, "attend to your doves, your lap-dogs, and embroidery, but do not meddle with what you do not understand. Nowadays the military profession is in abeyance and the magisterial robe is the badge of honor. There is a wise Latin proverb that is very much in point."
"Cedant arma togae," said Villefort with a bow.
"I cannot speak Latin," responded the marquise.
"Well," said Renée, "I cannot help regretting you had not chosen some other profession than your own--a physician, for instance. Do you know I always felt a shudder at the idea of even a destroying angel?"
"Dear, good Renée," whispered Villefort, as he gazed with unutterable tenderness on the lovely speaker.
"Let us hope, my child," cried the marquis, "that M. de Villefort may prove the moral and political physician of this province; if so, he will have achieved a noble work."
"And one which will go far to efface the recollection of his father's conduct," added the incorrigible marquise.

するアマチュアカメラマン

路易卢米埃尔はもともと写真家だったので、彼は必要な離れて"ディスク遍の"フィルムのドライブの長期的な研究を完了しませんでした。彼の映画は、彼らは体系的であること、特定のスタイルを持っている"写真。"
1895
12映画を製作路易卢米埃尔アマチュア写真家(彼の工場で得た金で運営するアマチュアカメラマン撮影機材作る人)彼の映画のテーマを選択する方法です。しかし、彼の写真撮影は非常に絶妙です。彼は傑出した写真家、良いスピード撮影、組織や組成の優れた洞察力を持つためのテーマの一つであった。
路易卢米埃尔の最初の映画"工場のゲートが"あまりにも講義の公開上映会で企業の発展の問題を議論していたフランスのプロモ写真といえる。男性と行くために彼の自転車だった女性の腰のエプロンで縛ら羽の帽子を身に着けているフィルムは、人々はまだシンプルな魅力を感じる。映画の中で労働者のパフォーマンスの後、その後二馬のパフォーマンスは、工場を閉じてから、秘書のスチールドア工場の工場の所有者にカイを運ぶ馬車を引いた。
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大工""鍛冶屋""分解"のように:ものような映画、考慮彼の他の科目のいくつかを植えるリュミエールリヨンの実業家。彼はまた、アマチュア写真家の数は、家庭生活の静かな楽しみのパフォーマンスの被写体を撮影する楽しみました。フィルムは、そのようなトピックに属しています:"赤ちゃんのランチ、"というように"金魚鉢""子どもの戦い、""水泳""トランプ""チェス""釣りのエビ"と。

Sunday, June 26, 2011

Two Elderly People

突然很想写东西了,有这种冲动的时候已经不多了。文字让我平静。我要说的这两位老人已经远离了我的生活,三年,四年,或者是五年,可即使是现在想起来,我指的是当我一个人心情平静的时候,我仍有想哭的冲动,是内疚?是感动?抑或仅仅是因为那些逝去的年华?我要说的第一位老人是我上初中的时候遇见的,具体是初几我已经忘了,只记得那时候还是住家里没有寄宿。那天我和同学一起走路回家,在离家里还有一里路的样子,我们突然看到有一位老人横躺在马路中央,一开始是觉得惊讶,路上车来车往的,他竟然就那样肆无忌惮地躺在那里。我们凑近一看,一股浓烈的酒精味弥漫在空中,原来是喝醉了酒才倒在了这里。我们俩有点不知所措,天色一旦暗下来,四周一片漆黑,要是老人被车轧到了可怎么办啊?我试图和他交流,想知道他家在哪,可老人在酒精的作用下说话都含含糊糊,总是答非所问。在这种情况下,我作出了一个决定,我要把老人带回家!和同学一起把老人扶了起来,并且告诉他让他今晚睡到我家里。一路上,老人喋喋不休地说着一些我们不理解的话,有几个字我却是听懂了的,那就是“好人,好人哪”。只是我没想到我都含含糊糊,总是答非所问。在这种情况下,我作出了一个决定,我要把老人带回家!和同学一起把老人扶了起来,并且告诉他让他今晚睡到我家里。一路上,老人喋喋不休地说着一些我们不理解的话,有几个字我却是听懂了的,那就是“好人,好人哪”。只是我没想到我的举动到后来却是我没有想到的结果。当我们来到房屋密集区时,让我始料不及的是,人们对我们这不寻常的三人组合指指点点的,这是我长那么大从未见过的场面。有的说老人是个疯子,甚至有的人直言不讳地指着我的鼻子说“你就是个傻子”。也有“好心人”善意地提醒,“你爸爸妈妈是不会同意的”。当然不是所有的人都持反对态度的,其中的一名中年男子便是个例外,他说老人是某某高官的父亲,“你带他回去的,指不定他儿子以后怎么感激你”他朝我喊。老人的真实身份现在已经无从知晓,是疯子,还是高官的老子?中年男子是在说实话帮老人澄清身份,还是在说谎只不过是想让这场“戏”更好看?所有这些问题的答案我都不知道。只是那时的我是真被吓坏了,那阵势就像电视剧里犯人上刑场时街边的人的反应,就差没朝我扔鸡蛋了。“他要死在你家里了怎么办?”各种议论声不绝于耳。我急出了眼泪,原本毫不犹豫做的决定也有些动摇了,怎么办?我的同学似乎明白了焦虑,“我先跑回去问一下你爸妈同不同意”她说。于是她一个人先快步走了,留下我和老人继续缓慢地向前挪着。事实上我并不是太担心,爸爸不是经常教育我要乐于助人吗?我这样安慰自己。可等来的结果却让我大失所望了,同学大汗淋漓地跑了过来对我无奈地摇了摇头“他们不同意”。我一下子就陷入了恐慌之中,这是一种我从未有过的尴尬的境地,进退两难。幸运的是我姑父正好路过那里,他知道原委以后就不由分说地拽着我走开了,留下了老人一个人站在那里。事实上那时候的我别无选择,而由这样一种方式做出的选择,只能自我安慰地说我是被迫的。回到家以后,我大哭了一场,因为觉得委屈,因为半途而废的自责,因为爸爸的说的一套,做的另一套。后来我听说,因为没人敢收留老人,他便在别人的大门前睡了一晚。我要说的第二位老人是一位曾经给过我很多温暖的人。那是我复读的时候,在校外租房住,老人便是我房东的邻居。老人已经很老了,脸上挂满了皱纹,因为腿脚不方便她走路总是一拐一拐的。她和她儿子一家住在一起,偶尔我会看到她坐在门口择菜。像众多的陌生人一样,我和她之间是可以没有任何交集的。可是有一天当我上完课回去的时候,她远远地就朝我招手,等我走近,她就攥着我的手,努力使她瘦小的身躯离我近点,“你怎么总是一个人低着头走路?你要交朋友。”她很认真地看着我,干涸的眼睛里写满了深情!打那以后,老样,我和她之间是可以没有任何交集的。可是有一天当我上完课回去的时候,她远远地就朝我招手,等我走近,她就攥着我的手,努力使她瘦小的身躯离我近点,“你怎么总是一个人低着头走路?你要交朋友。”她很认真地看着我,干涸的眼睛里写满了深情!打那以后,老人便常常拉着我跟我说话。让我印象最深的是在那一年里我的生日都已经过了好几天的一天里,她突然神神秘秘地把我叫进她的房间,不由分说地塞给我几个苹果,“你前几天生日,我也没找着合适的机会给你,你就收着吧。”我是知道老人的意思的,她是担心她儿子知道会不高兴。捧着那几个苹果,我的心里充满了感动,那几个苹果不仅温暖了我的高四生活,也将温暖我以后的人生。高考考完的那天,老人特意和了说了很多。温暖的话语,轻松的气氛。那一晚我的世界如同月光一样清澈。第二天我就收拾东西要回家了,临走前和老人去告别,那天地场景我至今仍历历在目。她握着我的手,不能自已地靠在我怀里低低地缀泣着,“以后要常打电话”她说,“我会常来看你的”我答应她。“不知道那时候我还在不在”我心里一惊,这是我从未想过的,是啊,已是垂暮之年的老人是可能随时死去的,尽管她如此热爱生活。我感到生命是这般地脆弱,是畏惧死亡,还是想做的还没做完?

beyond one's expectation

마지막 순간을 발표 딸의 대학 입학 시험 점수를 제목, 예기치 않게 테스트 라인을 통과, 우리의 세 흥분의 즐거움에 열중. 마침내 혹독한 문자열에서 점수를 주위에 그녀의 남편, 몇 일 동안 긴장 긴장을 보여 몇 일. 화이트 딸 내가 가격이 수익의 흔적을 보여주었다 쌌어요 딸 십년을 읽어 보지 않았 bided. 그러나, 또 다른 치명적인 눈 일 내 머리에 페락 와서, 그것이, 2003 오후 7월 13일 되었음 : 57 엄마가 그 다음날 돌아가 셨어, 나는 지금까지 그녀의 남편이 오토바이를 볼 수있는 도로에 음식을 사러 나갔는데 홈 도보 자동차, 난 그냥 남편이 내가 그를 가까이 기다리고, 차를 정지 매우 합리적인 패션 속옷을 착용하게 만들었다보고, 그를 Hanzhu, 난 그가 밤에 Diansha에서 먹고 싶은 질문? 그 사람이 말하길 나는 오리 먹고 싶어요. 내가 말했지 : 내 딸이 그냥 오리가 가족을 먹고 떠난 그녀의 남편이했다, 당신은 그것을 구입보세요. 아주 잘생긴 청년이 아 : 전 그녀의 남편이 머리를 처리하기 조금 어려운했고라고 이유를 느껴! 그는 전면 딸 도서 박람회에 가서는 데리러 웃고 켜져. 5.30 포인트 집으로 다시 전화해야 남편에게 처음으로. 나는 사전에 요리를하고, 거의 남편이 시간을 감안할 때, 내가 아래층 문을 종료의 소리를 들었어요 빨리 남편이 집안에 들어온 후, 흥분 Yeliang 바닥에 발코니에 누워있는 걸보고 서둘러 단위를했다 우리와 함께 먹을 수 없다 그리고 아주 약간 화가 실망했습니다, 그리고 내 남편이 음주를 거짓말을 알아. 그녀의 딸이 그를 풀어달라고 설득보고 매우 분노하고 있소! 놀랍게도, 다른 영원히 작별된다! 저녁 식사 후, 내가 이웃에게 담소를 나눴다, 그녀의 딸이 아버지 추 것들, 난 그녀의 남편이 교통사 고가 있었다고 생각 말해라고, 그녀의 딸은 그녀의 아버지가 다치기도하지 않았다. 내 딸, 남편이 무의식되었습니다 확인하기 위해 병원에 실려 빠른 자동차를 연주 내 딸 왼쪽 이틀 구조했다. 남편의 장례식이 완료, 며칠 후 그녀의 딸이 대학, 제 마음이 비어있을 때, 매일 밤 피어싱이 새벽을 기다리고 있습니다 대련으로 이동합니다. 난 오직 내가보고 후, 침실의 딸을를 떠나지 않았어요 학교에 딸을 보낼 것을 기억, 내가 떠날 때 그녀의 딸은 강한 순간을 볼 수 없다는 것을 알아. 나는 푸순로 모든 방법을 외쳤다! 팔년 Cangsang 나는 모퉁이를 도는거야. 딸이 점점 불임 가정되었다! 소우 스탠딩 부모 무덤 오늘은 혼합 감정, 내가 표현할 수없는 복잡한 감정을 가지고있다!Neverwinter 나이트, 여름 하루 수백 후 자신의 집에 기인. 나는 내 부모님을 지원하기 위해 놓칠뿐만 아니라 남편의 또 다른 휴식 공간을보고 싶어요. 남편, 당신은 지하 알고 있나요? 분기 과거 하나는 당신을 잊지 않았어! 당신이 생각 아! 당신이 오늘날 살아있다면, 우리 가족은 너무 행복합니다! 난 당신이 너무 서두르는 가고 싶지 않다는 걸 나도 알아요. 오랜 세월이 어떻게 온 그래서 당신은 내 딸을 알아? 그것은 깊은 생각에 지출했다. 내가 몇 번이나 함께 당신과 함께 꿈에, 그래서 정말이 끊겼어! 일어나, 다음 눈을 감고 정말 새로운 꿈에서 돌려줘. 나는 단 한번도 당신을보고 갔어요! 가고 싶지 않아! 내가 너무 불편했습니다! 제가 스테이크를 넣어 없습니다 유감입니다. 당신은 내가 먼저 떨어져있을 때, 당신이 생각하면 내 입맛을보세요면 밝혔다. 나 또한 같은 생각을 가지고 당신과 아를 촉구! 그러나이 같은 유일한 결점입니다! 평화에 영혼 휴식을하지 마십시오. 우리 딸, 딸을 데리고와 그의 딸 고아하게하지, 살고 싶은 때문에, 난 단지 영원히 숨겨진 마음을 넣을 수 있습니다! 어디 우리를 축복 수 있습니다! 아무것도에 딸, 아들 -도 금액을 축복이 있기를! 그들의 성공은 또한 장점이기 때문에. 여기는 평화 엄마와 아빠의 나머지 소리를 반복! 귀하의 자녀와 손자 손녀의 아주 잘 했어! 아주 무균! 안심! 그녀가 남편과 우리 부모님을 돌보는 나를 위해 많은 당신을 잊지 마세요! 편히 쉬십! 당신은 언제나 우리 마음 속에 살 것이다.

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

生命的不可思议

真爱是什么? 
有天晚上我在后面的小房间里烫衣服,Robert在厨房里洗碗筷。我烫完衣服出来,看见他坐在客厅的沙发上沉默不语,脸上的表情很难看。我倚在他的身边,低声问他心情为什么突然变了,他说我把他视为理所当然的洗碗人,我反问他为什么我不觉得他把我视为理所当然的烫衣人和提供者。接着他表示他在这个空间里没有地位,我说那是自卑心理在作祟。他需要的是不断的安慰和鼓励,我却发现自己非常不愿意扮演慈母的角色。我像一个严厉的法师,要求他自力救济,靠自己的觉察来转化自卑和不安全的习性。我的抽离和严厉令他更加不安,他的不安又令我神经紧张,为了结束这种精神互扰,我快速地进入屋内,把他所有的衣物都拿出来,要他收拾行李搬出去住。他百般不情愿地收拾好行李,气呼呼地夺门而出。我惊觉到我的角色和年轻时已经完全倒转,我变成了一个大男人,而Robert变成了小女子。然而最重要的是,我发现真理和智者的话语如果不能落实在日常生活里,两个人充其量也只是满口佛言佛语的法执者。于是我静下心来,开始思考错综复杂的两性关系中的一些重要问题: 

第一,人为什么需要两性关系?答案是有生理的需求和心理需求。在生理需求上我可以享受性爱的愉悦,但也可以长久过着“无性人”的生活而不感到困扰,因此我觉得心理需求比较大。然而心理需求的真相又是什么?是怕寂寞、怕孤独吗?其实从小我就是孤独的,即使处在两性关系中,我还是需要一个独处的空间和情绪上的转圜余地,所以孤独并不是促成我对两性关系上瘾的主因,那么主因究竟是什么?我认为是热恋期的那种“神圣的疯狂”状态,令我着迷的就是那份迷醉、至乐、强烈的爱意、看任何事物都顺眼的高能量状态。人处在那种状态里就像打了兴奋剂一样,不吃不睡也不会感到饥饿或疲倦,好像前途一片大好,所有的问题都不是问题了。不过目前的自己对两性关系开始生起了另一层次的向往,很希望能透过它来体尝到更深的爱,然而更深的爱或真爱究竟是什么?从小到大我们受过的教育里充满着不假思索的口号,人人都把爱挂在嘴上,把牺牲奉献视为真爱,但藏在牺牲奉献背后的却往往是掌控、倚赖、剥削和自命神圣。 

我一边这样沉思着,一边从书架上抽出了几位心灵教育者探讨爱的著作,其中最能令我相应的是心理学家约翰·韦尔伍德结集的《爱的习题》。这本书结集了不同领域的意见领袖对爱情的观点,其中有几个人的看法我特别能产生共鸣,譬如《心灵地图》的作者斯科特·佩克医师就认为坠入情网并不是爱,他怀疑那只是一种受基因支配的生物交媾本能(我认为还有更隐形的“因缘密码”),作用在于增加生殖机会,促进物种的生存能力。他认为坠入情网类似一种退化行为,因为与心爱的人合一,跟儿时与母亲合一的记忆可以互相呼应,令我们又重温童年的那股无所不能的快感。与心爱的人共处时我们往往觉得没有克服不了的困难。佩克医师的观点我十分赞同,从我自己的经验来印证,热恋的狂喜确实有点像两岁孩子的超人大梦,但不幸的是一个月后狂喜便逐渐减退,代之而起的就是我和Robert正在面临的,因意见不同、习惯不同、需求不同、作风不同所引发的嫌恶与冲突。换言之,我们彼此的接纳度不够、承受力不够、了解的程度也不够。我意识到这个关系正处于热恋消退、逐渐认识真爱是什么的阶段。 

接下来我该问自己的问题则是:到底什么是真爱?克氏对真爱的定义是从反面下手的,他认为人类根本不懂得什么是真爱,因为那个境界已经超越了自我,所以他建议先找出什么不是真爱,透过破执的觉察也许真爱就能浮现出来。他在《从已知中解脱》这本书里曾经说过:“恐惧不是爱,依赖不是爱,嫉妒不是爱,占有控制不是爱,责任义务不是爱,自叹自怜不是爱,不被人爱的痛苦不是爱。爱不是恨的反面,正如谦卑不是虚荣的反面一样。”然而一般人的认识却刚好相反,总认为如果两人的关系之中没有占有欲和嫉妒,就是不在乎对方。我们总认为爱情一定要有强烈的感觉,否则就不算是爱情了。然而克氏和佩克医师都指出真爱并不是一种感觉。真爱不是一种欲望或欲乐,它往往是在感觉消退后才翩然而至的。克氏说:“所谓的爱是属于不同次元的一种东西,但若是不知道该如何进入那美妙的源头,又该怎么办呢?当你不知道该怎么办时,就什么也不要做,不是吗?就是这样,什么都不做,然后你的心就完全寂静了,你知道这是什么意思吗?这表示你已经不再寻找,不再渴望,不再追求了。自我中心的活动一消失,爱就出现了。”克氏的这些话令我意识到自己在两性关系中总是不断地想立刻做抉择,或者想寻找更理想的状态,其实这些都是自我的欲求或逃避倾向,基本上和爱是扯不上关系的。佩克医师也对爱下了他自己的定义:“为了滋养个人和他人的心灵成长而产生扩大心量的意愿。”这是很简单的一个概论,但是要实行起来可就得细心拿捏了。 

我觉得Robert和我真是彼此最佳的一面镜子,我们都是喜欢用脑的人,也都是敏感、以自我为主、童年被爱得不够但又有诚意转化和成长的人,所以我认为这个关系一时还无法结束,一定有后续的习题要做。其实在大学时干爹已经告诉过我,从命理看来我在虚岁四十这一年可能会碰到一个与我很相似的男孩,但这一年有“三刑夫宫”之象,我会给他很难的功课做,同样的,他也会带给我难解的习题。至于后果如何呢,干爹是位高人,因此并没有给我确切的答案,他要我亲自体验了再做判断。 

不久Robert找了一个借口回来拿东西,两个人一见面,很清楚地发现彼此还是有一份深情,于是他又把行李搬了回来,和我继续生活在一个屋檐下,从此之后我们开始认真调整生活的形态。他知道我喜欢有变化的生活,于是试着打开自己进入我的朋友圈中,把二人小世界扩大成正常的社交往来。其实这个阶段的我早已厌倦了虚浮的应酬活动,十个月的闭关筛掉了不少旧日的因缘。我一向被动,极少主动找朋友闲聊或话家常,可以说是对家常话题根本不感兴趣的那种人。我宁愿待在家里看书、听音乐、跳舞自娱,也不愿东家长西家短地饶舌,不过某些能深谈的朋友还是保持着来往。可能因为有语言障碍,Robert觉得和这些人相处还是有点不自在。某天我听说嘉楚仁波切又应邀来台传法,我想Robert一定有兴趣见一见这位带点顽童气质的老师,于是我们坐车上阳明山,到某位密宗信徒的家中与仁波切会面。仁波切一见到我便直截了当地告诉我说,十个月的闭关在我身上造成了显著的“净障”作用。他对着在场的乃竺说:“Watch her light!”眼中充满着对学生的进展的肯定。他看到我吃饭时只挑素菜完全不吃荤食,便提醒我该摄取一些肉类,他说我的气太轻,吃素气容易往上飘,下盘气太弱,落实的力量不够。我当时完全无法接受他的建议,因为无论从慈悲或健康的观点,好像吃素都比较正确。但是多年后当我深入于肉体的调养时,才发现他的建议是颇有洞见的,与某些高明的中医或西方养生专家的观点不谋而合。 
当天晚上Robert感到非常自在,他似乎只有在法师面前才能充分展现自己。仁波切看了我们几眼便调侃地问Robert,“你们西方人很善于提问题,但是问题提出之后就没有下文了。”然后他指指我,接着又转头问Robert:“这碗中国什锦面你吞得下去吗?”我听得出他话中有话,于是心里生起了一些预警,决定小心对待这个吉凶未卜的关系。 

有一天我和老友龙君儿约定到她的“老房子”喝咖啡叙旧,Robert和我同行。“老房子”里还有几位友人,其中一位是台湾的商界友人,年纪五十开外,和我只有数面之缘,他坐在我旁边的位子和我谈天。谈着谈着,我意识到Robert的情绪有点不对劲,转头一看,他脸上的猥琐和不安已经过于明显,我低声问他怎么了,他说他觉得非常嫉妒,于是我匆匆结束了谈话,向老友告别,尾随在Robert的身后走出了“老房子”。走到大街时Robert很坦诚地告诉我说,他刚才有一种身处地狱的痛楚感,我说我很高兴我们之间的沟通愈来愈开诚布公,只要沟通的品质良好,其他的心理问题都好解决。回家后我们一同阅读了有关上瘾症的书籍,我们都很清楚依赖和占有是上瘾症的基本征兆。依赖者希望不断地得到所倚赖之人的情感保证,他或她无法面对内心的那股巨大的不安以及怕失去对方的恐惧,故而更加逃避自己,倚赖对方。Robert想要转化自己的诚意真的很高,他每天开始固定地静坐、练太极拳,可他的问题就出在过于认真,如果能轻松一点,不把自己看得那么严重,事情也许比较好解决一些。然而我知道,要一个童年遭遇不幸的人立刻长大可不是件容易的事,只好耐着性子学习承担、面对和接受眼前不尽理想的情境。 

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Anne Geddes (安妮.格迪斯),于1956年出生于澳大利亚,现居住在新西兰。安妮不仅仅是一位世界闻名的女摄影师,同时也是一位服装设计师以及商业女性。安妮以拍摄婴儿为主,但有时也会拍一些小女孩以及怀孕的准妈妈。Anne Geddes作品充满非凡的想象力和独特风格,她擅长配合不同的服装、道具、背景和情节来拍摄,并得到了世界的公认和好评。她的摄影作品制作成书籍,月历,贺卡,相册,并且在世界各地都很受欢迎。正因为安妮的作品具有这样的特点,非常有亲和力,拍摄非常细腻,选题很讨巧,因而流传很广,出现了很多模仿者,所以有时会觉得似曾相识,但这也从一个侧面反映了安妮作品的受欢迎程度。

“作为成人,我们都需要偶尔停下脚步,带着一种轻松的心境和幽默的感觉看看我们自己和周围的环境,记得去鉴赏在生活中很简单的东西,而这些东西往往却是最重要的。”罗伯特•卡帕说过:如果你的照片不够好,那是因为你离得不够近。“近”可以指的是实际的拍摄距离,当然也可以指摄影师对被摄对象的熟悉程度。“心近”也一样可以得到精彩的照片。
安妮格迪斯以其非凡的想象力和独特的风格,拍摄了大量的儿童摄影作品,她成功的秘诀就在她对孩子的深深热爱。她使用摄影这一世界性的语言把愿童心与你我同在她的爱表达了出来。安妮格迪斯擅长配合不同的服装、道具、背景和情节来拍摄儿童照片,孩子们的家长都很信任她。“她就是这样一个人”,她的朋友说,“让安妮格迪斯自己站在镜头前的时候,她会觉得有些害羞和不自然,但是一到相机后面,她就完全自由了,她会掌控一切事情。”拍摄活动的婴儿一般选择在早晨。因为大多数的婴儿在下午会打瞌睡。早晨是摄影成功的关键时刻。孩子是照片的中心,一切都要为他们服务。

很多摄影师都在拍摄婴儿照片,但真正拍出自己的特色才能形成独到的风格,吸引更多的观众。出色的创意和精致的道具背景是安妮格迪斯成功的一大原因。在进行一些特殊拍摄时会使用到电脑,比如婴儿在花瓣中的图像。但电脑在摄影中始终起到的是辅助作用。安妮•格迪斯有两个女儿,孩子是她的挚爱。当一名摄影师对她即将拍摄的对象的了解和关爱到了很深的程度是时,得到一幅可以打动人心的作品也会变得无比自如。小小的婴儿总是能刺激安妮去创造迷人的影像,并将瞬间一瞥的幸福让整个世界分享。她正是凭着自己对摄影的热爱、对婴儿的了解和独到的创意才拍摄出了这么多让人记忆深刻的动人作品。用心去拍摄,总能得到与众不同的结果,同样是儿童摄影,安妮格迪斯创造出了自己的特色,把婴儿表现的如此可爱。

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

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Saturday, June 18, 2011

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The memory of sichuan hot pot and food, except the most profound impression of literature, li bai and su shi need not say oneself, points the song ci world.undoubtedly hold tang poetry. Sima xiangru's a fu jing Kings, again fu that lang, even JinWuCangJiao worship of the queen in cold palace Chen fu, the daughter bought the status of han people who can and!!!!! Walking in the way of drinking, both sides qintai did not know also that when the desperate no rest when lu the mash aroma, but the inside of the decoration style but a car like the sima xiangru's high SiMa top wear crowns of me. The diner is very talkative, place in the story is, though there was no paved the rhetoric coming Irvin phase as richly, gorgeous much appearance, moving day listening to, also didn't photograph such as wretched is the polyester when gentle and natural and unrestrained, but the best can practice the sima xiangru's in the ChangMen fu "of" moving forward and say I sunset to xi, diet. "but forget music It described.
louis vuitton epi leather pont neuf gm noir bag for sale Dufu thatched cottage is the literature of the fans the place of pilgrimage, chengdu of course will to. A come through the door, and saw a small Bridges, water lingering link set off, the bamboo tree, appear already the solemn, of primitive simplicity and elegant and deep quiet, beautiful and cool. It is the day of rain, Meng floating in the mist to smooth add a few minutes of the breath of the three. Peng however you think the feeling of meditate on the trigger. Still, many of the harmonica university in neighbor gradually been replaced with enjoy temple hall, a few minutes less than many nature, secular form of flattery. As the humble room, "liu yuxi and Taiwan marks on the green grass color in order, green shade is man-made out, but also reduce the" this it is humble room, only my papa's "front with the gigantic. But I think of a thatched cottage and are not like that, for the understanding of the du fu thatched cottage deeply rooted from a poem I "yellow flowers full four home, a flower seikei pressure branch low. Wander the butterfly always dance, play at the orioles singing." j Yellow JinHeZai has not home four people about the topic of huan hua xi, but the full flower 磎 but stubborn existence mind, and I prefer to believe that at the beginning of thatched cottage is just a carefree village, an overflow of zai lane BiLuan, is sweet fume bright eye, butterfly, namely, the land of preserve one's health of play cry. Poets freely mood, carefree river come to view blossom, lie see clouds scud across, with loose hold bamboo, hoe chrysanthemum plant orchid, and an ZhiZi paper for chess, knock needle be hooked. I have far friends come "flower diameter never margin and tent door, guest this beginning for you open." Words and speculation, as when guests huan shallow pour low to pour the "Ken and adjacent wong, lie between a hedge relative drink called take all rest cup." Although the mountains shall not avoid, but I still gone full of to the poet's deeply bless, believe that he lives in his novel "a song qingjiang river flow, long XiaJiangCun holding village unseen. Everything from the beam to come near the water to swallow, gulls." In a beautiful environment, a blunt Dan like tao yuanming and peaceful life.louis vuitton damier ebene canvas neverfull pm bag for sale
Du fu should also like the tourism from poems, you will see that the love of statesman. Travel in reading The Three Kingdoms is statesman history. An apotheosis of the various ge through the bore of the worship at the entrance of the gate of the fireworks deep couplet (can FanCe away since ancient times since it gave the militant, don't know soldiers the potential that is KuanYan all miss later put to shu to ponder). Many later generations are irresponsible is actually zhuge liang his inheritance and the shu han the decadent of he too attached to reunification, short 13 years in power between eight cut central China, make that successive years in the country already vulnerable to dry the successor; He is too strong and wisdom, regulate by theirselves though created the shu han the upfront strong prosperity, but consume their body shape, and subordinates of independent innovation ability. "The one-eyed man, liao pioneer" into the lack of talent, his final of the Chou behind those mediocre the wei and jin dynasty can't afford to just hit the. The Three Kingdoms culture is gorgeous, because of the colorful of heroes and full of legend, for close MouJi which caused by clouds of "and illustrates the beauty, and because of the enemy QingQiu jiangshan and romantic amorous. "Imagine that GongJin, jonah married, XiongZiYingFa early,though crowned emperor.lv but it is the supreme ruler.lv" yu Qian said: "I'm sorry, our approach is lv too rude.lv However, we really want lv to know your current strength.lv please listen lv to my remarks? "yang Jian, said:" just for this, but still do not hesitate lv to abuse of force? "Suddenly, the window on the outside, red intense thought: Great , big thing out! yu Qian actually invoyed in this huge deal in this matter, it seems the only one lv to get rid of a sharp knife cut, up lv to inform the boss.lv Then left quietly.lv Teng-day pick up the gown, said: "Hey, long time no such excitement, and actually have lv to slv top halfway, really disappointed.lv'll Have a chance lv to determine the winner now!" yang Jian, said: "let you bring back a life! strong lu to dust." Su shi's frequent travel to meditate on the end inevitable, the nursing hero tears flap. The rain and ill weed erosion and solemn how many colorful buildings, washed and how much time white estrogen memorable. One thousand standing still retained in the land and people of the syndrome of wu temple will continue. Castle peak will not language, let go over. Maybe the man is not the building and characters thinking, but history and the history of the WanDuan regrets.
Lane width in qintai road, not for outsiders too too known, and jin is the same, is in chengdu, but the archaize street is more expierence some. If jin ci in the li qingzhao, Bridges, refined, beautiful place like chess make a harp, moon; Lane width is always, alley, GouLan porch sets and court, suitable for separation, YiShui XiaoHan song and dance. Go in, not the car, hissing at only the remaining to recall the past the old people. Under the neon lights reflects is now the people of the leisure languid is lazy aftertaste, slow beat with his own pursuit is.

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 The guzheng stereo headphones touching up, I thought of the blood, think of the rouge golden palace, the thought of the empty separate the beauty. Think of floating full rouge moat, think of a gouache twilight is all death and destruction.
The tragic history with flying over the picture of the peach blossom quickly in the eyes blink, and in the end, the old, the text in the yellow, pottery, bronze and gold, silver, China become the witness of history, and the thick rouge blood? Had the peach blossom in, or in the world of mortals ChiMeng? She fang is small rain trace for who provoked frets peach blossom?louis vuitton monogram zippy purse rubis bag for sale
On the woman waiting by infatuation harvestman gathereth the xue tao, which was a paper roll down the wit picked up, just had a sad elegy, then make continuous micro after the rain of the early spring comes.
Flowers blossom, the world of mortals had changes, margin, YangLiuYiYi scattered place reason together, the peach blossom rosy. Just in today's dreams can also find that distant image?
Who is buried past you? Qu yuan in the sand lay white shoes the searchlight raked the ark is it? The other shore flower, open in one thousand, fell in one thousand, the situation is not for cause and effect, rim destined to death. If you spend the wide broad weak water, whether is catch the flowers come in? Or see a peach blossom jeokmyeolbogung? Rim together in my eyes, scattered margin ask flower remained silent, disorderly red flew over to swing.
Everything has already doomed, is doomed to be a nothing of waiting, is destined to be old world of mortals again in a pile of ordinary. The so-called pledge, the so-called chase, are only the game scene. With the ZhuoJiu, a cup, asked her to have much worry about, like a spring waters flow east. Drawn sword, threatening, cried angrily vulgar, bitterly asked the beryl! But JunXin than my heart, blade in love, has referred rejected. " Suddenly the door outside the high-ranking official said: "you with a sharp knife gate's reputation as the most important, which I was very clear.lv But I do not want you or a sharp knife cut the expense of innocent people here.lv" Jiang They surprised a moment the right music.lv Chen gods said: "Who?" yang Jian, said: "The original Teng really fast for a black hand behind you, now crowned emperor of the Shang yu Qian.lv"lvlvChen gods said: "The Book of What, I do not know! But suddenly ran out the beard doing?" Right Le Jiang said: "Of course the children did not see communications do not know!" Chen gods said: "Humph!" Ho Wai said: "He is a civil after the defeat of the change, argue against the Book of yu Qian Waci. lv to grasp the supreme ruler of the country's internal affairs,
Jiangnan place, grass color remote look, namely, yan cry cui. ShuoFang, like XueLiu, qionghua yushu. Time and space changing place, blood is on the river rouge fills a peach blossom, the hero tears is ShuoFang wind of the ice. Beauties, a beauty is a hero is the dream dreams. Responsible for pain, the moon night in every year, matsuoka short.
East JieShi view the sea, west to the desert sands setting a peek. Party JieTan, end sometimes, river sunset seasky not heartless. Ruthless than is the hero tears, who like the heart the needle? Song in ", the horn, the lower pharynx like blood.
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Myth is a myth, the reality is after all is inherently reality. Love it or hate it, who can escape out of the heavy chains to find happiness of taoyuan, who become an immortal myth. But in the generality of material and weak heart, how can we hold such a myth. Create wonders, the pursuit of perfect that I'm afraid it's too DuoRen can't afford to price. So, if you want automatics, wealth, and let's ride enchanting!!!!!
One song song, "rouge blood flow through the contractor, summer tang and across the old world of mortals, dyed the roll of history, dyed the tears hero, dyed the other shore peach blossom

Thursday, June 16, 2011

Happy journey

When he heard that in the north sea hometown snow, and from that moment actually had a strong desire to come back. In the first snow, even when I go out in the outside, it is not complicated underground know I wish it has hope for a long time. 25, return the plane from overlooking the lonely sphere, and things, though xiao cap is snow mountain stretches. See white snow, under the shadow of the heart therefore much a few minutes kind.
However, the city is can't see the snow. And the leaves to hang tough at the top of the tree, and the last autumn wind cold stalemate. This scene, the most is not up and take notice. Collect a few pieces in the book, a clip and this sad season for last farewell.
Life continues. Through a season that, suddenly feel life have another heavy color. I have to thank this years, it with its old, wind and frost of the hand of the spiritual brushed over for a long time in my heart a group clouds, let me in after awaken still can with the winner of the enthusiasm of the face all around attitude.
"You put the heart in the world is the", you. Don't need too much dialogue, that a foot, for the comfort!!!!!
What to say? The trip will think of pleasure. I know, you want to listen to.
Give others happy, can let you happy. Sprinkle all the way the laughter, the happy together back I pack with you, hope can also bo you CanRan a smile.

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I always feel gave him "" the most appropriate Ian popularly known, however, is not all the way to circulate, the most main or due to his special status-deputy chief. But out of it there is no line of points and I are the most don't worry about him back to give what shoes. I say that because, it also of mutual trust and understanding.
And so, in the first days, in the initial trip clouds of chengdu spring city beauty road and the arrival of the first meet him, ask the: "two eyes enough to drive the?" Answer yue: "I'm the biggest advantage is single-minded, my eyes only side a beauty." It took apple enough level, great to meet the I vanity, then willingly accompanied him move back and forth in each department stores to help him choose and buy, and finally a camera in camera purchased SONY professional camera a specialist. Since then, LiuZi AnQianMaHou take on the burden of the photographer. The actual test to prove, LiuZi photography level or consent of the worth.
The first time that work famed him crazy up it was just a child, that thrive in the first and the sea of jade belt linked to the intimate contact let cell phone into the water. Leaders of the information to make sure that no matter how to open, so I did a voluntary contribution. And people with very convenient, is not so convenient. This is also why I heard from no briskly along the way, the main reason for friends to understanding.
Why to want to call him ", and not all you can "peer another handsome boy" song "start with a gun. In Burma garden a cloth to play the shooting, the players hit a gun regulations to send a gun, because of its aim, "a song must ejaculation gun" the large hence the name. Since then, the "song a gun" became public ridicule, as long as the object choice makes me laugh a smile of things like can and send a gun "involved in. In order to let "song a cannon" benefit, LiuZi volunteered as lasting long since the role of the agent, everything all the jokes by burkle. Thus, a fake is "a gun" song, secretly proud is broker. Finally in a line of people and a laugh after, I resolutely send him "" the Ian popularly known.
Work is good partner, the door to find, "not all you can" is a very competent big brother. And I have no such praised him, because in the unit the complexity of the human relations, such private feelings not words but meanings. But I do feel that a warm care, along the way, in addition to buy rice bag, considerate care, the most unforgettable is in beihai bathing beach. That no sea * * * * *, companions swim, I and guide the shade trees at the edge to write diary below the big guy see clothes backpack. Also two or three hours of time, I return to the sea, to the sea to send something, "not all you can" a face of trepidation asked me the afternoon disappear to go to, he said he had to see me inside out several back and forth. At that moment I really some moved, and go out in the outside, have a friend, good care so ah.
Also be worth what carry is, "not all you can" about the end of the trip, and "leave" beautiful skill. Before I come to chengdu proposal must take good solution solution chan, short 10 days, hainan, guilin meal always to eat thin. In fact also freely so say, LiuZi but really it to heart. 24 days late, several of LiuZi old classmates gracious invitation we eat LiuZi recommended delicious: roast chicken, and it does in food and wheat. Several first friends is enthusiastic, and driving at night in us to buy the chengdu flavour of hand tore rabbit. Because happy, that night time passed quickly, back to the hotel at 12 midnight is already. On that night I remember deep there is another reason, wash gargle finished I only heard music with your eyes open until the morning: afraid cockroach. Someone said I this is no destruction, cleanliness, it, anyway to come from it is happy.

Farewell to My Concubine

Childhood in the countryside between July and theatre. Almost no "vain--ah, ah, vain--"; folks not understand it. Many is fluent in its popular such as Lao GuChangHua PingXi of. Open the stage, deduce how much honor or disgrace and loss of ups and downs in all ages story, push out so far is how many ancient merits of good and evil characters faithful evil. Light on land, or made or squat, or sit at the site or borrow the feet high WeiZuo small stool. The common people in good taste the bitterness of story or others in read through others life when tortuous oversight oneself the ups and downs of life hard. Fully invested not hidden for others and wept for others laugh. When his favorite is wearing tail pheasants, ChanYouYou, and sometimes it gently back into a corner, and JinLongMiao cloud for embroidery flag, shout back in streamed out behind, body wrapped meat robe, half a half the youngster, looking at hang fun, too. Dream of one day I also wear the XiYi-at jargon, should say dress. Carrying a gun, the plum flower lousy silver pole in the two armies of battle LiangKai your voice, very handsome, go to a burst of to laugh wildly to answer TongMing report-but I will name his ignorance.
Long again, listen to some ballad, listen to the broadcast of "Mr. YuanKuo overlord of bullies. The last paragraph is Gai xiang yu defeat, sprinkle a under hero tears send the leaders YuJi sword ZiWen sweet away of a woman he cast diameter soul of the jade in the heaven. Suppose the chu overlord must be as you see on the show, the face BaiMei wu niche, a heavy meal robe clinging silver gun. The image in my mind kept for a long time, and to this day, still lightly wipe with a shadow.
Later, read, study result has been called the crown, best is Chinese. Read many books, destroyed in the heart of the handsome appearance. Xiang yu Look at picture books. The picture of the great BaoTou tough, and HuanYan xiang yu, a frontal, looking at tiger yan, but not the sink with beautiful, doubt painter made a mistake. To find some relevant chu overlord official unofficial history to read, still description was diverted to a completely, I JiuJiu warrior. Broken: difficult again circle, mind leaves many mutered and regret.
To have many dreams of walk through childhood think more green space, into the youth tide of fantasy and some memories recede only until the wind of reality ChuiBian beaches, and others, that KaiXie without regret and disregarding the drain is like mutered turn to, disappeared without trace. Mature thought no longer concerned external easy to disappear, began to search the died of internal can achieve the eternal spirit. Like wise historians are to explore the history is success or failure, and broken layers of barriers to tear hole layers of mist to appreciate historical figures in the history of the sky flashed light.

In normal grade three winter vacation time by TV screen to see the "farewell my concubine". It is in the winter vacation from home to chaoyang, remote jianping Tiao for the hundreds of pick up a copy of "the historical records. The cold wind, the rustling, mountains and rivers are wrapped element, on the train back to Alice in lifting the shiji, with the desire of reading the excited mood of xiang yu the eloquent appraisals appended. Read his life tough road; Read "don't ji" swing the story; not heartache Read his day longitudinal hero gas; Read his ErNvQing continuous.
The winter so long. Let people couldn't remember the years of flowers in spring and autumn harvest moon, when Wu; Make people forget chi chi in life WoJiaoXuMing and dream. Petty small profit, riches and honour, like the volatile busy; A vast earth damped down all the YangLiuAn chi children LiQing BieXu seaside flowers, thank the delicate exclamatory red thin green manure ci of bashan, rain suffuse the autumn season loneliness of a swimming pool cut the west window into the candle and a dream.
That winter, new moon fly snow not spread out of the new world, the north wind volume being returned to launch vehement earth. Sitting alone, a lamp cold out a cup of strong tea, lamp, holding up a roll of history. Only RuoGuan teenager with an extremely remote effort in the time of a generation of days spoiled child a hero of the earthquake was the end of the sky: "no force pull gas gaishi..." rivers , gazing at the history to appear on refute the lofty sentiments of the fierce next overlord amraphel wujiang river side, Shi in sudden rush of the han army were, and be his hero reflects the gas awe, like the tide back.
Outside the window, the north wind is tight, howling like a tiger. Faint see someone that you never walk alone in the wind, the sword. Sword. The wind roar grief Tear heavy ink night. Uh, uh, sword in hand, the world should ask who is a hero? Uh, uh-they ZhuangHuai fierce, the lofty sentiments in the chest, ask the Lord? Who ups and downs diffused The people are being one thousand iron snow in the ZhengChen, but chu overlord of their souls return back to earth? Former cast strong now the main qin can came into the room and sat with me, drink wine, with strong tea generation in the old cook in detail?

Monday, June 13, 2011

My Father

The carpenter is basically a country a family, their family type of production is their factory. Gandour is general production mode. A furniture or tools ready, not immediately pull to set carpenter up to sell, but to wait until every will go to sales. Every spring winter wanbei village fair two seasons have many temple fair.

The temple fair is actually an exchange of goods and the agricultural and subsidiary products to the exhibition. When the carpenter will get up early, bring their products to the temple fair, wood line sales. Wood is generally located on the back line, sundry furniture exhibition in here. They flocked to buyers, set in the timber industry, carefully selected shuttle back and forth the satisfactory products. As long as it is to work fine, good quality, beautiful and easy products have no more. So those good carpenters GuNangNang tickets will carry around, drinking red faces the happy and return.  louis vuitton monogram purses

The carpenters are also have manufacturing-according-to-sale, this mostly be please do not only when dowry. Virgin does great thing, reflect the strength of the dowry is home, careless not scenery. And this also has two kinds of circumstances, a daughter wedding date is still far away from, not need the dowry with, let the carpenter master still in her home to do, please do the dowry master do that a few things for a dowry say, what style of dowry, delivery date and wages and so on, similar to the order contracts now as then carpenters according to the order contracts homework.

There are two kinds of circumstances, a family is to provide wood, let the carpenter according to their own wood makes a dowry; A host family is no wood, or wood not enough, master said, you see the wood to his last match it, from the price I pay up, anyway cannot give you a disadvantage. If the former case is relatively cheap, wages, only accept a carpenter's processing. If a situation, wages after just a little expensive some, because such as no that kind of wood carpenter, he also needs money to buy. Dowry done, carpenter will inform party dragged them back. Family to pull the dowry time, in addition to bring enough money, but also bring the tobacco meat to the thing like the reward.  louis vuitton monogram wallets

Still have a kind of situation daughter wedding for drawing near, the need of the dowry, with party will be the carpenter please to their home to working day and night to carefully build. At this time the please carpenter is not a, is often a few, and are good comparatively excellent carpenter. The carpenter came later, first as the wood furniture, this can do what, the root can do what, by category points after the first, good to use wood, pick out on free place. Then brought oneself of adz are ancient farming, chisel, saws, ink fountain and so on stuff out and began to work. 

A Carpenter


Some carpenter, do a few years after the carpenter is harder to tool system together. So, the carpenters are very precious, pick up the tools are very careful, neatly on a bamboo baskets. The bamboo all round, put the tool with fixed frame, chisel plane of the axe, and so on, hang in a fixed frame on, not each other collision, do not damage the blade. And a relatively long saw, is hanging in the side, in perfect order. Someone please work, the carpenters are equipped with tools with it to the bamboo.

In the village, the carpenter is more respected is the envy of the industry, because they with people's production and life has close contact, small to family life in tables and chairs, big to agricultural production is good for the plough the hoe, that same manufacturing? Not the carpenter Is the house, and people living with the carpenter's toil is inseparable. So obvious farmers in the country like respect for teaching gentlemen as respect carpenter.  louis vuitton monogram macassar canvas

Even in the past teams, as well as the production period captain see them one eye, less to the fields. Because of the collective farm tools, such as production floor is good, too, secured, ploughs, also have the worst, and to repair these tools, and cannot leave the carpenter. As for every family farmers, for they are high return. When the visitor, or to have a red and white happy things, will ask carpenter master for many high brow functions.  louis vuitton monogram multicolore
  
Carpentry is a very hard life. The s and s, rural haven't chainsaw, planer, etc, woodworking machinery are basically manual operation. Run into a little thick wood, the carpenters are ShengKunSuoBang just put them in a tree, and big, as a man saw, a in a next, rhythmic "it myself," myself, to see-saw, little sawdust in the air, like flying before winter of the first light snow.

Pull back and forth for a while, and thick wood will become two and a half, and then separately from the middle sawed, become the four disc, eight disc. Then the TuiBao also is a manual operation, thin paring scattered, like wood on the flowers. After some careful operation, originally chubby wood into all kinds of furniture and arts and crafts.

Cry Silently

Does the light of a side, a stronger, and the measure of, gaining momentum, is it not also is a kind of walking "go back"? Such a backlash, if they would get us the way of life, let our life more broad the height of its more?

Walk to the great light the road, in a waste product enterprise the door, again I saw the same scene. An ant, are pulling a dragonfly wings, backward. This looks and crescent lake of the same scene, again hit me, let me realize the other side of the life:  louis vuitton monogram denim

Because of the time, our life back to have on the wonderful.

The carpenter also called carpentry, usually with MoXian, adz are ancient farming, chisel, help to do some tools person in the village of daily furniture, doors, Windows, framework, or other wood. And a blacksmith, masons, carpenters compared to some more, the number of wanbei country almost every village will have several carpenters.  louis vuitton monogram idylle

The carpenter, wanbei country basically is a native of locals. Most of them is ancestral, carpenter master technology not easily, if no one under ancestors do carpenter, others will learn to do with a embarrassed, talk about learning the carpenter often let sneered at. The carpenters are tools, including an axe, plane, adz are ancient farming, saw, ink fountain, bending feet, chisel etc, it is bought their investments.

Sunday, June 12, 2011

You Cannot Give The Happiness I Want

Facing such as floating snow, she was smiling opened; Despite the face piercing wind, she stood firm and unyielding. She likes to challenge, she thought, challenge ourselves challenging life is beautiful and meaningful. It is not with flowers for DouYan spring, also punches; Don't envy other people's beautiful, also not mercenary, always keeps his peculiar a pair of pride. The plum flower also know all kinds of beautiful spring, but she doesn't want to do, feel the cold winter also need flowers and beautiful, so in the wind and snow in blossom, the earth and a surprise.

Since the birth of the plum tree, qin and han dynasties since four thousand, since the XianDa between, down to cloth, many people love to the plum flower have add. Her face TuYan snow, cold fines, TieGu bullying bing xin, stood firm and unyielding quality and integrity, inspired generations of Chinese character is effort to expand. In our country the art history, has many beauties, life in the plum blossom as the subject matter, scholars and created a great number of universally acclaimed works, mei poetry, may draw, MeiWen, number, the high quality of enough to make any, a kind of flowers (see chart 3).  coach madison op art maggie hobo 15757 brown

It is a call ZhaoShi sui male, swim, dreamed of and night luofu mountain a costume elegant woman together, the woman drink good, and fragrant green in the side after the boy song smile dance. Day will light up, ZhaoShi male, they find themselves sleep in a tree plum blossom tree, the tree has kingfishers in play sings. Originally, the women of the dream is the plum blossom tree is green, the boy kingfisher. At this time, the moon has already fallen, the stars in the sky has also HengXie, ZhaoShi male lolita alone unceasingly. He recalled dreams, wrote "the plum tree sleepwalking, kidnap fairy is crazy" such lines, also be a much-told story.  coach madison op art maggie hobo 15757 golden brown

Ancient love may scholars of many unique character, for the love reason, is what they conductsoneself in society's rules-moral, the high BiaoLi maintenance. In the plum flower in an ideal permeates the temperament and pursuit. Their spirit into beautiful language, send out the fragrance of flowers, handed down from ancient times, people have a flower. Someone The plum flower holy, elegant quality and their spiritual world has blend.

The song dynasty famous poet wang anshi's "the plum flower", is the representative work of the ancients wing may poem: "corner several branches may, ling cold open. Yao is not alone, for a fragrant snow." A poem with four, a few branches may, the plum blossom just several characteristics are written out. He from content and environment, the combination of extracts have special imagery of the plum flower, breathtaking. And the northern song dynasty LinBu "mountain park may" in the poem "thin film HengXie water QingJian, fragrant floating month", but also at dusk god.